Saturday, July 25, 2009

I messed up

We went camping this last week, and well, I might have fallen off the band wagon, once or twice. It is so easy for me to forget to eat the right amounts of the right foods, and not to eat the bad foods. I did go for one super good hike (thanks to Joy, who kicked my trash) and it was super hot, so hopefully with that I only maintained. Oh well, when one is on vacation, one is on vacation.
I had sometime to think. Not much time, since Nick was gone golfing for 5hours, and I had to watch the kids, but the time by myself (shower, and bedtime) I was thinking about where I want to be. I am not happy with myself right now. No real person wants to be a size 14, so with that "self disappointment" I know I can get to my happy place. I have supported others, and again, it is time to support me. I think I should have a sponsor, you know like AA meetings, if I feel I am going to "slip" I can call that person and they can talk me out of whatever I need talking out of. So, here is to Monday to get back on and stay on. I am going to Utah for a funeral, but hoping with my skinny cousins watching, I will put down the chips and grab a carrot.

3 comments:

  1. Just remember when you slip, tomorrow is a new day, never give up! You are so awesome..

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  2. YOU CAN DO IT!!!! Funeral food is SOOOO YUMMY! My mom and I just got back from a funeral in California for my 15 year old cousin who lost her battle with Cancer. I "slipped" a little as well. No biggie. Like lesa said. I will do better tomorrow.

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  3. You can always call me if you think you're going to slip up...granted, I have zero kids as opposed to four, but I have to work at staying in shape like anyone else. The secret for me is that I enjoy working out and I love the way I feel when I eat what I'm supposed to. Do I slip up and eat wings and drink beer, yeah, but as the two comments above say...tomorrow's a new day. I know you can do it!

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