I was deeply hurt and betrayed today, and while this was happening to me, someone else was getting hurt too. I am so sorry for what I said, and who I said it to. Sometimes we just need a place to vent and that is where it should stay right? I was hurt and I hurt someone too and that is what makes me feel horrible. I am a nice person, but sometimes we just have moments of anger, jealousy and all the other evil emotions that come with it. We are human, we make mistakes, and we should forgive when those mistakes are made. This was such a crappy day, and I guess from now on, I will keep my "crappiness" to myself. This sucks so freaking bad too. oh, I am so angry right now, and I don't like feeling like this. I just want to go back and erase this. Not to many things in my book qualify for a do over, but this is one of them. Please forgive me, I am so sorry. +